It was a blessing from God Himself to give us such a precious gift as our little girl. There was not a hour that went by that I did not devote to my wonderful family.

Almost 15 years ago when our little girl was 3 years old, I wanted a divorce from my wife because of a agreement that I expected her to keep concerning our daughters health. Needless to say my pride came into play with me finally saying the "D" word, Divorce.

One of the saddest moments that broke my heart literally, and during this time their were many. Was when our little girl believed that she could patch up our failing marriage. She would come running up to me with such laughter and joy and with the biggest smile on her face, putting her tiny hand into mine holding tightly, and with all the courage she could muster, she began telling me she knew how to fix things for mommy and daddy. She simply said don't you love mommy anymore, she loves you! I knew right then the truth in God's Word that says that we should have the faith of a child.

But my ignorant pride and what now seems like my foolish principals were in the way for me to be blessed with the clarity of mind and the faith of a child, even if the child was my own. So God allowed me to do it my way, waiting patiently for me to turn to Him one day soon so that He can mold me and shape my heart.

I told my little angel that it's not that simple, I could see that she did not understand why it was not that simple to me. Her face started to frown and I could see that she was trying to struggle for new ideas and thoughts that she could share with me to make me change my mind. At the same time she started to cry and she asked me if it was her fault.

As a father, still holding her little hand in mine, my heart broke into so many little pieces hearing these words from her, tears welled up in my eyes as I gave her the biggest heartfelt hug of her entire life.